Hmmmmmmmmm....ANDBEFORE ANYBODY JUMPS ON HER,I'M AFAID I'D HAVE TO AGREE WITH MY FRIEND FROM WINNIPEG...OH YES,WE AND AT LEAST A DOZEN OR SO OTHER MEMBERS KNOW WHAT'S PROWLING AROUND HERE...A SMALL SELECT GROUP OF MALE AND FEMALE MEMBERS PLAYING THEIR SOCIOPATHIC GAMES,TRYING TO TURN MEMBER AGAINST MEMBER,
THAT'S EXACTLY WHY SEVERAL HAVE LEFT...TIS' A SHAME THESE SO-CALLED ADULTS DO THIS...THE WHOLE "WHAT LITTLE OL' ME?-FLUFFY-BUNNY ACT ATITUDE DOESN'T REALLY WASH YA' KNOW...BUT I'M SURE IT WILL CONTINUE UNFORCHEWANEIGHTLEE!...

		MG_Metalgoddess wrote:
		Actuallly Knowing what goes on in here I would prob throw-up like that..   Hence the reason I dont come out here hardly Anymore..  If I wanted to deal with childish behaivior Id have a kid of my own.. I think some people need to get a FRICKEN life, and quit creating tons of false e-mail addy's and user names and have multiple accounts to make themselves look good. And to keep adding Ignores to peoples account.   YES I see through the bullshit..... As do many I'm sure..   If you cant appreciate the Music and the band, and enjoy good jokes and conversation... Then you dont belong here..  People come out here to relax and enjoy others company through chat.. Not to be harrassed..  Good Day!  MG~

Hmmmmmmmmm....ANDBEFORE ANYBODY JUMPS ON HER,I'M AFAID I'D HAVE TO AGREE WITH MY FRIEND FROM WINNIPEG...OH YES,WE AND AT LEAST A DOZEN OR SO OTHER MEMBERS KNOW WHAT'S PROWLING AROUND HERE...A SMALL SELECT GROUP OF MALE AND FEMALE MEMBERS PLAYING THEIR SOCIOPATHIC GAMES,TRYING TO TURN MEMBER AGAINST MEMBER,
THAT'S EXACTLY WHY SEVERAL HAVE LEFT...TIS' A SHAME THESE SO-CALLED ADULTS DO THIS...THE WHOLE "WHAT LITTLE OL' ME?-FLUFFY-BUNNY ACT ATITUDE DOESN'T REALLY WASH YA' KNOW...BUT I'M SURE IT WILL CONTINUE UNFORCHEWANEIGHTLEE!...

		MG_Metalgoddess wrote:
		Actuallly Knowing what goes on in here I would prob throw-up like that..   Hence the reason I dont come out here hardly Anymore..  If I wanted to deal with childish behaivior Id have a kid of my own.. I think some people need to get a FRICKEN life, and quit creating tons of false e-mail addy's and user names and have multiple accounts to make themselves look good. And to keep adding Ignores to peoples account.   YES I see through the bullshit..... As do many I'm sure..   If you cant appreciate the Music and the band, and enjoy good jokes and conversation... Then you dont belong here..  People come out here to relax and enjoy others company through chat.. Not to be harrassed..  Good Day!  MG~

Actuallly Knowing what goes on in here I would prob throw-up like that..
 
Hence the reason I dont come out here hardly Anymore..  If I wanted to deal with childish behaivior Id have a kid of my own.. I think some people need to get a FRICKEN life, and quit creating tons of false e-mail addy's and user names and have multiple accounts to make themselves look good. And to keep adding Ignores to peoples account.   YES I see through the bullshit..... As do many I'm sure..   If you cant appreciate the Music and the band, and enjoy good jokes and conversation... Then you dont belong here..  People come out here to relax and enjoy others company through chat.. Not to be harrassed.. 

Good Day!  MG~

Even I  tried to get him to come back!  I sent him an email, told him I would never post again on JP.com if he would come back.  Alas, he wrote and said something about having been crucified in public and didn't have time for this place.
He or someone on his behalf must think very highly of you JD, having taken on your monacar (a modified version anyway) and is using it on the account he used ... (refer to thong thread, social issues, etc)

Crucify me if you will - just calling it like I sees it!  LOL

(ps ... Not sure how you all feel about it. But I am so fucking tired of phonies, fakers, and stupid head games!  It makes my stomach turn thinking about adults ... ah, it's not worth anymore of my time or energy.)

		J.D. DIAMOND wrote:
		One missing member who we sadly may never see a return from is the infamous "Winnipeg Warrior" aka Darryn Heloffs. Why is this member missed by so many? Because of the constant charisma he brought to the table....he's the one who taught me how to post pictures ect... Winnipeg Warrior....if your out there...a hellacious "hails" to you my friend and your pressence is deeply missed here. Hope your doing well and our thoughts and metal ways are forever with you!!!  Rock on Warrior!!! JD DIAMOND!

Anthony ...  Thanks.
(Not getting any easier, as I would have hoped.)
I'm just clinging on to sanity by the skin of my teeth ... ha-ha.

Some days are better than others, but it's a tough go...

Didn't help much when Colley borrowed a movie this weekend called, "U-Turn", where Sean Penn gets a couple fingers cut off about a 1/2 hour into the movie.  Yeah... When I realized what was happening, I kind of lost it and became a big, sobbing mess on the floor ...

Wasn't too funny at the time, but Colley jumped up with a horrified look on his face saying, "I didn't know, I didn't know!"  Kind of funny now though...  Needless to say, we haven't watched the end yet...  That was just too close to home for comfort.

Then there's smashing what's left of my 'finger' into things.  Oh yeah, now that's fun.  Holy hell... it's like stubbing a toe, but 100% more pain, for 100x longer.  Note to self, "Gotta stop doing that."

So, all in all, with help from my angels out there (you know who you are...) I stay out of the "black hole" that's ever present and threatening ... and I just sit on the edge, trying to put space between us.

However, a stranger went out of his way to be nice to me yesterday.  I had been a bit rude, which did not warrant his kindness.  But, his small gesture of caring regardless of my own behaviour, at such a critical moment (perhaps, he sensed a breaking point?), went a long way towards me looking at the world and my own situation in a better light.

You just never know when doing something good, however small, will help someone in ways you can't imagine.  He may have helped me turn that corner... At the very least, he reaffirmed some of my faith in humanity.
So, for today, my tears are of gratitude for being lucky enough to have people care.  Thanks to my Angels without wings....

		scorpion01 wrote:
		THINGS ARE GOING WELL! THIS TIME OF THE YEAR I GET A LITTLE CRAZY BEING AN ACCOUNTANT. WE ARE A LITTLE CRAZIER THIS YEAR WITH OUR COMPANY TRYING TO GO PUBLIC. HOW DO YOU FEEL? SOUNDS LIKE  YOU ARE DOING WELL.      WhiskeyWoman wrote: Hey Scorpion!  (you sweet thing, you!) So good to see you again!  Ron gave me your message... kind of kicked my butt to get back here.  Missed you kind folks around here... Now, *his* pc is down and the last chess move he made was Monday morning... MIA for almost two weeks now! Hope things are good with you?      scorpion01 wrote: WELCOME BACK WHISKEY WOMAN. THE BOARD WAS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.

Hey Scorpion!  (you sweet thing, you!)

So good to see you again!  Ron gave me your message... kind of kicked my butt to get back here.  Missed you kind folks around here...

Now, *his* pc is down and the last chess move he made was Monday morning... MIA for almost two weeks now!

Hope things are good with you?

		scorpion01 wrote:
		WELCOME BACK WHISKEY WOMAN. THE BOARD WAS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.

Yep.  Small world, that's for sure!

A lot to be said for that seven degrees of separation thing...

(Couldn't agree more on the WCB-thing.  So, I'll count my blessings, instead of dollars!  Oh yeah, that's much better, lol! )

		Head banger wrote:
		interesting small world.  crappy deal.  Well, WCB sucks, look on the bright side, you dont have to deal with them.  I could sleep all the way to airdrie, no one would know.      WhiskeyWoman wrote: dead rear = Red Deer ... okay, I get it now.  Ha-ha... I have to go there for physio at the hospital.  Pretty much takes the whole freakin' day...  1.5 hours of driving, one way a couple of times a week. I was injured as owner of the company, with no extra WCB coverage for myself.  Great, eh?  Worked out well...  I'm sure losing a body part is worth some bucks, but I'll never find out.   So, if I can quote our ever-eloquent Stratlover here... "fuckity-fuck-fuck".  No, not pissed about that at all...  Doesn't bother me one little bit...  Yep, Reid was one of the builders we worked for.  (Don't worry, at least it wasn't Albi -- they really suck!  Trico's probably the best.)  Glad to hear the plumbing's good.  Quite likely we did your house! How cool is that?  I really do think I recognize the address...  Anyway,  Wm. Schmidt Mech. would have contracted out the plumbing & heating. No sleeping on the way home!!!!  You *know* how the QEII gets on Friday afternoons!  Take care out there...      Head banger wrote:   Do, or did.  perhaps they used someone elses building, dunno.  it was about 12 years ago.  I never lived there, dad had an office there for a while, why masons there, dunno, but he attended there for a while.  then again, he attended all kinds of places. dead rear=red deer the plumbing in our house will probably out last most of the rest.  builder was Reid.  they Suck. plumbing works though.  roofer on the other hand.... going home soon, thank (insert apropriate deity).  although, the drive is exciting enough to sleep all the way.      WhiskeyWoman wrote: Hi HB ... hey, we have/had a Mason's Lodge out here!?  No kidding...  where the hell?  Are you sure?? And your Dad lived/died out here!?  (HB, I'm sorry to hear that, btw.)  Did you ever live here ...? There's only 648 people in this town (oops!) village, just how do they manage to hide something like a that, like... a building?  Lol...  I wonder if it's the old dance studio we replaced all the plumbing in... We came here (dead rear??? lol...) because we found a beauty house for a great price and couldn't afford anything quite like it in Calgary a few years ago (just before the prices went sky-high), we're not big fans of the city, and it seemed like the area needed an exceptional plumber.  Ta da! You know what?  I think either we, or the company we worked for, plumbed *your* particular house!  No shit.  We did tonnes of houses in that "Wise-wood" area, (get it...?!) If the plumbing's excellent in your house, with no problems ... then we did it!  yay...! (Easy enough to figure out, by who the builder was.) Are you on your way home for the weekend?  Yay!!!  Drive safe.      Head banger wrote: out your way, nope, not since my dad died.  he was a member of the masons lodge there.   dead rear, why would you go there?      WhiskeyWoman wrote: Thanks Bev... Hey, HB & Guido!  Hi guyz....  Thanks. HB, I appreciate the offer ... and I'm pretty good at laundry, so it sounds like a fair trade.  Must get to your place before Christmas and give you that magazine, if you still want it.  (Sorry, always in a hurry and usually going the other way to Red Deer!  You ever get out this way?) Take care you guyz.