Becks,Head Banger,Metallian,HRMG and Guido....thanks a lot my friends,pot is pretty "tame" compared to other hard drugs ect..but the way I've indulged in it through the years is equivilant to a heroin user lol! I thought I was going to die last night man,I'm not kidding either....sorry Brian I'm still here ha! My nerves are still shot but its starting to get better urgh! I'm not out of the woods yet and may fail but I'm fighting thats for sure.
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by guidogodoy from Saturday, March 12, 2011 11:53:41 AM) | | guidogodoy wrote: | | Just a quick note to also wish you good luck, my friend. Tough at first, to be sure, but it does get easier.
Off for a week of skiing. CYA'lls later!
| | J.D. DIAMOND wrote: | | Yeah I know it Becks,it sucks and I've done it all to myself. I've NEVER smoked "cigaretts" in my entire life...well I've smoked a puff or 2 on a ciggarette 2 or 3 times in my entire life but never smoked a full one but have smoked pot for 25 years now,its not "good" for you reguardless of what people tell you....your lungs are not designed to inhale smoke period,but pot seems to be better than cigaretts in the eyes of the experts but still. I love smoking weed but because of stress I've been smoking too much lately and need to stop and yes the anxiety fucking "sucks"...shortness of breath only because of panic/anxiets at times,can't sleep that much......its lame,I'm full blown "addicted" and have been for years and not sure if I can stop!
| | Becks wrote: | | Wow sounds awful JD, I hope the withdrawals pass soon. I know what anxiety problems are like, having had them in the past myself (not drug related but anxiety none the less) so I understand how awful they are. I hope it all passes soon, and that you can quit if you want to.
| | J.D. DIAMOND wrote: | | Yeah...Marijuana detox/withdrawls.....I have plenty of weed but am refusing to smoke it to save money and the levels of anxiety is crazy,panic attacks and the shitty thing is if I smoke now after not smoking for almost a week I'll get an even higher dose of anxiety...I'm screwed let along bitchy.....fuck i wish I could quit this shit I'd save so much more $cash....".... I quit drinking 3 and a half years ago but can't kick pot.......sweating,insomnia,anxiety,irritable...I'm no better than a freaking heroin addict .....arrghhh FUCK'!!
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