Something pissing me of today is that I had to put down my other and last animal I have. Oscar was my 14 and a half year old cat and my heart is once again 'broken". "SIGH". It was his time,and I "REFUSE" to let a poor animal "suffer". Today was the first signs of him starting to suffer,and again I refuse to let him suffer.
Its not the first animal I've had to put down nor will be the last,but its fucking hard to do. Its a part of life obviously,and I know all the things that goes with it. It just pisses me off that I had to wake up and realize I'll not have him anymore. Fucking lame. Maybe the troll can laugh at me while I'm feeling down and out. Not asking for anybody's sympathy,I'm just posting this to release some stress. Its a shame that animals don't live longer,thats for sure.