Thanx. y'all.. Well they checked 3 different times yesterday during the ultrasound and found no heartbeat.. We got pictures from it though, we're gunna frame them, esp. the ones where it has it's hand up, almost like it was waving goodbye to us..

Still, the worst part will be Monday morning, when they'll have her actually deliver it since it's at 22 weeks... We're both trying hard to keep it together, but I know for a fact Christmas this year will be very, very sad.. That, and our 2 year is on the 18th, so that'll be a big blow for us, too... And my grandpa died a few months ago as well to cancer.

I still must Thank all you for the kind words. I keep reminding her that we'll have a baby one day. We were joking around though, since she was ssaying, "Would you leave me for this?" And, naturally, my response was, "If we've been through tornados, heartbreak, terrible fights, loss of our friends, family struggles (like my parents wanting my attention since they were going through a divorce...), and everything in between and farther.. What else is there to do but keep loving you? Nothing else can try to tear us apart."

I just keep believing that one day we'll have our baby to hold.